Let's Restart All Over Again

It's over

2010-08-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

I shall happily announce that I've finally get over you :)
My happiness will come back soon!
V

22-07-2010

2010-07-22T18:07:00.005+08:00

Glad that after so many days, I finally accepted the truth that I've lost you.

It's okay that we are not friends any more and I believe that you won't feel regretted to lose me someday, so I'm willing to let you go.

I will save those memories.
I will be strong.
I will start afresh.
I will be happy again because thats what everyone deserves to. :)

I loved you as a good friend. :)

07-07-2010

2010-07-07T22:06:00.003+08:00

Almost cried. Finally found out that it was rumours made us distance.
Funny, isnt it?
But what can I do when you don't care about our friendship because you hate the rumours?
What can I do?
I cant tell myself, but just let go and give up.
I really have to force myself to stop thinking about you.
I have to keep telling myself again and again that I can live well without you.
I have to really force myself not to unlock the phone and check if you reply my msg.
I have to ..
I can only write these crabs over here to at least make myself feeling abit better.

We're done, arent we?
Just act like two strangers, like that will be better right?
At least you wont hear any rumours.
But do you know how painful I was when I said I get it?
It hurts. It really hurts.
I dont know how can i let you go but i have to ..

2010-05-30T14:12:00.001+08:00

when you get disappointed, you have friends there for you.
But what if your friends get disappointed on you?

..

God Knows Why I Miss You So Much

2010-05-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

Didnt receive any msg from you for two days already.
I think I get used to the life that has you sms me everyday.
But now you dont.
And I dunno why, I just feel very disappointed:(
you may not know all these ..
YOUDUNNOYOUDUNNOYOUDUNNOYOUDUNNO
IMSADIMSADIMSADIMSADIMSADIMSADIMSAD

..

29-04-2010

2010-04-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Finally come to the end of weekdays. Tomorrow is cross-country:)
YEAH! Gonna have fun with them=D

Just finished the first exam of MYE yesterday.
Paper 2 was fine, but I'm not sure about paper 1.
But never mind, JIAYOU for the rest of the exams!=D

I dont think of you as often as I did before and I just dunno why you are more like a normal friend to me now

17-04-2010

2010-04-17T15:34:00.003+08:00

사랑 받지 못하는 것은 슬프다.

그러나 사랑할 수 없는 것은 훨씬 더 슬프다.

참된 우정은 건강과 같다. 즉, 그것을 잃기 전까지는 우정의 참된 가치를 절대 깨닫지 못하는 것이다.

우정은 날개없는 사랑이다.

14-04-2010

2010-04-14T19:37:00.005+08:00

Gonna have MT Oral test tomorrow and I think
I'm not ready for it yet :(

Still feeling pain when I'm walking, so I guess I need to
run more in order to do well for my 2.4:(

Just got a msg from JS, Mdm Asmahan will not be school
for one WHOLE week! :(
MYE is drawing nearer and nearer and our class have two IMPORTANT
teacher absent for one week each! :((
ARHG!
If this means we are going to spend at least 3 hours for e-learning everyday
I dont think I can make it :(
ARHG!

Really miss the time sitting with Patrick and near to the fan:)
Really miss the time when Ms Tham is our EL teacher:)
And really miss the time when Ms Chen tought us face to face:)
Hope she will fast recover and come back to teach us:)

one last thing, cheer up Patrick :))

05-04-2010

2010-04-05T20:37:00.004+08:00

There is this little stupid girl whose nickname starts with P,
chatting and laughing with me everyday.
I want to eat her hand-make sushi, but I think she will never make for me.
I want to sit beside her for my whole secondary school life, but teacher just changed my seat.
I want her sleeping time change to as normal people have.
I want her to really concentrate on her studies not keep sms-ing with friends everyday.
I want her to do really well on studies so that she doesnt have to go for any tuition and go back home very late every week.
I want her be really happy at all times.
I want her share both sad and happy things with me.
Because she's my Patrick =)

who loves me
encourages me
laugh at me
cares about me
be friend with me =)

Thank you Patrcik Star.

05-04-2010 at night.
Patrick Sarah❤ 说:
wei..

Patrick Sarah❤ 说:
hihihihi
im messaging you right now
LOL!
super duper lame
HAHAHHAS
hihihihi
hey hey hey
yo yo yo yo
i bet i'll be dead by the time you read this
so , this will be the last message from me..
I , Patrick Star. hate/love SBSP
please circle one of them
HAHAHAHAS
haiyaaa
hmwk hmwk hwmk
tsk !
i also got do hmwks okays
MORE THAN YOU LA
i do hmwks hmwks hmwks hmwks
(=
ehhhhhhhhs
i love you
no
i dont love you
nono
i decided that i love you lots
nono
i hate you lots
nono, i hate myself for loving you
nono
i love myself for hating you
HAHAHAAHAHAS
in conclusion, i love you
LOL !
the opposite
the opposite
the opposite
the opposite
still, i love you
HAHAHHAHHAS
SPONGEBOBBBBBBBBB !

Patrick Sarah❤ 说:
okay
now then i decided to sleep
LOLLL !
okay
i go sleep now
hahahhas
sleeping
now
now now now now
okay okay okay okay
byebyes !
wooo, so cool, i just talked to myself all the way
HAHAHAS
okay
night night

2010-04-02T18:48:00.001+08:00

Good Friday.
I got your msg today =)

31-03-2010

2010-03-31T20:41:00.002+08:00

It's last day of March and tomorrow is Apirl.
No more March 2010.
Forgot to bring my small umbrella again today, so I got wet when I walked home.
Unlike usual, I didn't walk fast but very slow.
Felt like crying but I didn't.
Dont' ask me what happened to me or am I okay because I also cannot give myself an answer.
I'm thinking of you and expecting you to send me a message
even I know you won't,
so my heart sinks and it is painful inside.

29-03-2010

2010-03-29T18:55:00.003+08:00

Things changed a bit since I said it out. I dunno how long I can hold it on.
I dunno how do you feel and though I saidI hoped we are still friends, but sometimes I really wish that we are not just friends.
Cried that night because I was afraid that people would know it. I'm stupid.
So I was thinking about giving up as it's hard and suffered when you dunno how the one you care feeling towards you.
But then when I asked W, she told me:

"dont be afraid, the more you are afraid, the more it might happen. Liking is not like choice, is by your feelings and you cant control it. And by forcing to give up, you are suffering. Even by giving up, it would not make much difference."

And thankyoumydear :)

15-03-2010

2010-03-15T18:55:00.004+08:00

First of all, I must say that it was Patrick asked me to write this. Stupid Patrick, HAHA.
Okay, since I mentioned her, so let me talk about her.

Patrick ❤
You are a nice girl. Maybe I shouldnt use the word "nice", cause you are not just nice but even more than that. LOL
I'm serious. You have never been angry at me even I say you are stupid everyday.
You would always answer my stupid questions.
You always make me laugh, so I'm really happy that I have been sitting beside you for almost one month.
I dunno how come you can crap so many everyday, but I know that makes me never feel lonely and sad whenever it is and wherever I am.
Patrick you know what, I am really upset when I see you are unhappy.
You seem very happy everyday, but I guess maybe you are really sad when you are alone, so I think if I am a boy, I will give you alot care and try my best to make you happy. :D
Thank you for talking to me everyday.
Thank you for encouraging me every time when I faced the difficulties.
Thank you for saying all those words that really touched me.
Thank you for everything that you have tought me.
Even next term maybe we are unable to sit together,
but my 开心果, even I am not sitting beside you,
can you promise me that you will never drop your study?
Remember you said that you are gonna to beat me next term?

你是我的好朋友，我会好好把你放在❤里

2010-03-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

I wish to know more about you

2010-02-11T19:02:00.002+08:00

Saw V in the school a few times today.
The last time was after class, V walked past and I smelt the perfume on V's uniform.
Not like other perfume that I know , V's had a nice smell.
Just like himself, different from anyone that I know.
V is special.

我在想，那香味是否是被你冷漠的外表包裹起来的细腻的
温暖的味道
这样特别的你我很想了解

❤

2010-02-07T19:45:00.001+08:00

陌生了

2010-01-25T17:21:00.002+08:00

Found a lots this kind of pictures from internet last Saturday.
It's my habbit. I really love those pictures that give me the feeling.
A feeling that you cannot describe.
A picture can express thousand words. LOL.
Spent one whole day with Mum yesterday, because it was her birthday.
We went to experience the Singapore flyer.
Not very fun actually, but it was a good view to look Singapore in the flyer.
Especially at the highest point.:)

我从来不会相信幸福和摩天轮之间的关系
那些只不过都是安慰自己的话语

2010-01-22T20:21:00.002+08:00

忙碌的生活让自己忘了那些应该被忘记的事情。
这样也许也很好。

This is third week of my sec 3 life.
Busy, tired and sleepy that's how I feel everyday,especially the morning and afternoon.
May God bless me.

Outside is raining now

2009-10-30T20:57:00.002+08:00

am not feeling sad now. I dunno what to say after reading Bubble's post. That makes me recall the time when I left China and my friends. Their words and their expressions.
It's still raining now.
I think I'm not feeling sad because I'm very sure that we will see each other everyday and stay as close as now when we all go to Sec 3.
I think I'm not feeling sad because I know time wont change our friendship.
we are Soap, Water, Bubble and Soap Box. We are so close.
This is what I am thinking about now and I really really hope so. Just because I want so.
I hate leaving. I hate spliting. I hate tearing. I hate feeling sad.
Time knows nothing, it goes on goes on and never stop.

.. ...

Maybe I shouldnt blame it. Like Bubble said, we should smile as we have the happy memories that belong to us.
It's our common memories.
Let it be. It's time for us to grow. I should go rest now. I think tomorrow when I wake up, it will be a very nice day. Nothing will change. Nothing.

Sunday

2009-10-25T19:00:00.001+08:00

She is coming back soon. xD

大白菜

2009-10-13T19:07:00.002+08:00

希望你快点康复，不要让别人担心。

Blue Sunday

2009-10-11T13:15:00.003+08:00

Bored. Very bored. Damn bored. Dead bored.

FRIDAY

2009-10-09T15:07:00.005+08:00

Finally finished Science and History exams.

After it, went to lot 1 with wen for lunch. She said she forgot to do a question.That question is a 7 marks question！！anyway, hope she would score well。

I dont feel that I did well on these two exams, especially History.

After lunch, suddenly wanted to go NTUC to buy something. Lol. Bought milk and fruit. I found that oat biscuit that Mei gave to me yesterday.

Jiayou for the rest of the exams ba. Good luck everyone!

Exam Exam Exam!

2009-10-08T15:15:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will have History and Science exams. Sad, I'm worry about myself. Not confident at all. Hope God bless me ba. Ohm~

Monday (i)

2009-10-05T16:14:00.002+08:00

Nice to meet you again today. :> Even though I didnt see your face.
Finally finished the two most annoy subjects' exams. Lol.
Having lunch with Wen after exams. She ate red bean cake and I ate Tuna. Lol. Enjoyed it. :D
I just cant stop my love to banana. :>
All right, off to revise.
In addition, I like this icon.

Exam

2009-10-02T15:21:00.003+08:00

Finished HMT. Didnt do well on Composition. Hope at least can get a little bit higher than passing marks. Lol.

If I'm not wrong, I think I saw HIM in school canteen today, but not very sure as that guy didnt wear spectacle. Anyway, it's not the most important thing to me now.
Monday is Literature and English paper 1. (- -) need to keep writing.
All the best to everyone for the next exam.

Off to revise. :]

Tired

2009-09-29T19:12:00.000+08:00

Recently I used to wake up at 540am. Become tired when I back to home. Really wanna have a good sleep. Maybe not just because I never sleep enough, but also because of my heart.

I'm tired because of your words.

I'm tired because of your so called "love".

I'm tired because of your attitude.

Let this be last time that I worry and care about you.

Let this be last time that I think of you.

Let this be last time that I feel I may like you.

Let the story ends here. Let last be last time forever.

It's all right being alone.

It's all right living without your warm words and care.

Same, it's all right because I still have friends.

You two are just passers of my youth life. Same, me too.

Haha, I passed both my science theory and pratical tests. Not bad not bad.

Well, off to revise. :]

Monday

2009-09-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

-Today is Monday. Aw~ this Friday is Mother Tongue exam. Aw aw aw! (- -! ignore the sound...)
I dont quite worry about it. What I'm worrying about is English exam on NEXT Monday.

*Sigh*, I dont think I'm ready for it. Mdm Aliza told me that the comprehension would be as difficult as what we did in Mid-Year. I wont say die die liao cause I passed it in Mid-Year. Just try my best! Yes!

-I was chatting with a friend just now.

"亲爱的，你放假不回来了？"
"- - 又是这个伤心的话题"
"我好想你"
"哈哈很好很好最近怎样了呢 "
"我们认识2年了呢，还好，我不读书了"
"对的啊。那在做什么"
"混时间，我妈今年本来说送我去澳大利亚读书我没去"
"闲的啊。我每天读书读到累。为什么没去呢"
"因为太多的舍不得"
"傻孩子，不能这样感情用事的"
"我当时走的时候也有不舍的很难过哭了好几次呢去那里有一个新的开始。我不是在说服你离开你的地方。但是混时间是对你自己的人生的不负责。那样的国家，那里的生活会让你独立很多。也会改变你许多。这是真的。"
"可是你知道么我真的放不下，可能是我没用，我现在对自己的前途很迷茫"
"他么?"
"或许是吧, 就算知道没有结果，但是还是会留下,"
"喜欢家乡吧?"
"好难受的感觉"
"呵。理解 "
"盲目阿"
"也许有一天会明白但是希望不是太迟"
"或许可以吧, 你呢?在那边怎样? "
"算是过的开心吧有时候会很想家很想朋友"
"呵 "

I really dont understand human. Sometimes, their (maybe "our" is more suitable) mind is so complicated and sometimes is simple like er blank paper...
Anyway, it's not my business.

New Blog

2009-09-26T10:45:00.000+08:00

Just created this blog. Something wrong with ex-one and I couldn't solve the problem. That's why I made new one.

Yesterday was Crosscountry. I really enjoyed it. If Priya could hold the water bottle well, I think my hair would not wet liked just washed. Lol. After it, I went IMM with Wen and Mei. We spent quite a long to think what we should eat. Haha. Then we had to do scissor-paper-stone to make a choice. I stood for Mc. Lol.

I played computer until 1150pm last night. It was really late and I felt super guilty as EOY will start NEXT WEEK! I swear I WON'T do this again tonight.

Okay, stop here. Off to revise. Hope everyone do well on EOY. :]